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In part 1 , I spoke about how I used the pop psychology Darkness Integration techniques taught by Jordan Peterson, Jocko Willink, and David Goggins to harness rage for fuel in the gym and tap into raw sides of me for motivation. I operated on this system for a couple of years, then the super toxic relationship I mentioned in pt.1 broke down right as covid lockdown began and threw me into another vortex of darkness, with no occupational routine to take my mind elsewhere.

I don’t need to tell you how much harder it is for autistic people to find and keep friends and partners. You know it. You’ve felt it. You’ve felt the lack of it. Your friends chat all kinds of shit they know nothing about and somehow bumble and lumber their way into friends, situationships and relationships, while you put in 10 times the work and thought, crafting every word perfectly just to get ghosted. Forgotten. Friendzoned. Used. Discarded. Mocked.